Hopes

I've got all my hopes pinned on university , doing a course I want to enjoy, but the support I'm recieving from those closet is a pittance.
These people are meant to support whatever decision I make because they love me. They shouldn't guilt trip, or antangonise me for wanting to move away. Can you actually blame me for wanting to leave this area.
I guess that I hope to start afresh, go to a uni where I can just be anyone I want. Not the me that everyone knows here.
I want to meet people like me, have another 'friends is family' motto. I want people who have similar ethics on smoking , drugs , arguments as me.

I want maturity.

Is it so bad to want away all your adolescence?

When your young you want to drink, want to rebel, want to cry, want those shoes.

Why do we want so much when we reach maturity our life will be full of more needs than ever.
The need to pay the rent, the need to buy food, the need to get assignments done, the need to get god-knows how many part time jobs.

I should class myself as lucky for what I have at the moment.
Yet you never know what you have until it's gone.

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I hate knowing it's slipping away

I want it to suceed but I don't want it to be surrounded with that taboo subject . Should I give up my opinions to make this last? Try to comprise , or do something I don't wanna do?

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The Elite

The elite. In their self odour of power, looks and lives. Wouldn't you just love to be them, you yourself setting the master copy of societies behaviour.
Changing what's good and not good, deciding who is good or not good enough.
In the end. They are still shitbangers like the rest of us, except they live two separate lives..mummies boy and homeboy.
Face the facts, your mom probably still buys the majority of your clothes. so what of they are from topman. Your threads are sick to your mates? Thank your mom she got your back.
What about when your mother finds out About your behaviour, homeboy?
She won't see you as diddums then.
Why live two separate lives, be yourself because dear god you make life difficult to the outsiders.
And if you are being yourself . . . Well done , dickhead.


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I love him.

i love him because he loves me for who i am.
he understands me, i understand him.
we've got through so much without even one argument.

all i can say , is what made me so lucky to find him, have him?

Scene kids

The syntax of your hedonistic lives is based on ludicris stereotypes you gormlessly watch on tv.
You kid yourself into justifying cross dressing faux pas to achieve the ultimate skinny leg jeans. You complain about the texture of your broken dyed hair, what happened to nature? To natural beauty?
You. You and your faggot friends infect areas of normal people into stupid little posses that hate each other - starting with a warfar of grey baggy bottoms versus tight skinny primark jeans.

Originality cannot be achieved if you base yourself on fake prisms of perfection.

You swill your mouths with the alcohol of the proletariat - straight cutting and cheap. You fill your mouths with bits of shrapnell, one more thing to rip out.  One more reminder of the mutilation of your body. Glaring chunks of red green and blue sitting unevenly in the mop like head that possesses half of a powdered White face. 

You think I'm a backstabber, I'm not.
The real knives are in every mutilation of your face, with every new piercing the insults add up until you topple under the pressure if it all.

So it appears,

Gig season is upon us!
i have to ask though - why does everyone have to tour in october?
Because of sixthform , i am limited to an amount i can go to.
The first gig of my month of fun , is BBYCKS 2K9. (03.10.09)
I am generally really excited about purely because two of my favourite acts are playing at it. MYTOYBOX and Henry Homesweet never play around birmingham and here they are!
I am a bit worried incase they aren't as good live , by they i mean Henry Homesweet.
MYTOYBOX live videos look and sound immense , roops.

The next gig will be the lovely Enter Shikari (13.10.09), it will be my first time seeing them live and it SHOULD be good.
I've heard rumours about the front man losing his scream , but i will have to wait and see.

After this , will be the br00tal Bring Me The Horizon.
I actually cannot wait for this , the pits will be heavy man. The support for these are the amazing A Day To Remember , this gig is gonna' be sent from heaven!

Next for my busy month will be Greenday.
I will be more excited to listen to the old stuff than the newer tracks , i'm not feeling them to be honest!
And it is always good to see Billy joel.

That's all of my gigs for october, and i will write up dawg'.

Oh and passion pit on first of november ;D

My Toy Box

My Toy Box is an electro pop badmanz that sounds like the british baby of Calvin Harris , Metro Station and 3OH!3.
The frontman Matt , 18 , is a one man machine with him programming and singing on all of his tracks. His programming is hotter than a fiesta in mexico , with his skills making a sickly sweet voice which any " top 40" lover would adore.
He currently has his single SHH on itunes , which is pretty damn good for a brighton boy.
His innovative and lovingly repetitive lyrics in " Shake It Off" are suprisingly catchy and would blow the " UK's number 1" out of your sight and out of your mind.
His music is for the digital generation , and my top three for him would be :
1. Shake It Off
2. Shh
3.This summer

www.myspace.com/mytoybox