First Impressions.
I will admit something.
I judge a lot on first impressions.
It is not a good habit to have , some may say dirty , but I will not deny it. You could be the nicest person I know , yet certain characteristics may lead me to think of you as a wanker and you arrogant best mate a “ lovely boy on the inside” .
Yet , most of the time I choose to ignore my instincts. If I think someone is aesthetically pleasing, then I will hope for them to be nice but secretly presume them to be wankers.
Most of the time this is correct.
Impression misjudgement is a bad habit for many people. They ignore their instincts. Instincts are there for a reason! It is a mental shield for your own protection. Many a time my friends and myself have uttered the words “ if I had only trusted my instincts” this is usually followed by a sob.
By talking about people being dickheads , I begin to worry myself. Are my impressions of these strangers ferocious? Or precocious? Do they feel the same about me?
Will their opinion show when my back is turned and my shield is low , when I can’t quite hear them but a friend or foe can? When I can’t quite defend myself from your horrible little traits?
This over complicated bitching could be avoided by confrontation in the first place. You think I’m annoying , well so what I think you’re a twat. Just like the rest of the Cannock inbreds. You leech off one another like parasites , your practically up each other’s arses and in each other’s mind. No-one is themselves anymore. They want to follow the crowd , or get-to-know the cool kids down on whatever park this stupid imaginary democracy “owns”. Can’t you actually welcome change? Why start wars , when you could just help your imaginary little clique grow. With growth comes variation and with variation comes freedom.
In the end , my personal opinion is that people should show their true colours twenty-four-seven.They shouldn’t pretend to be someone they aren’t. I am a crude and unusual but that is me. I ain’t faking. You won’t hate me 5 months along the line for showing my true colours. I think that , if you’re a wanker at least be a wanker all of the time. Don’t try and give people false hope that you have changed , because people don’t change. I learnt the hard way that people will never change , they will always be arrogant or rude , a player , a whore , a liar; whatever. Either way , I’m just warning all of you lot, get a decent shield or fuck the fakers.
It’s just comforting to see , some people have resorted back to being their true selves, ey?
Your so big by saying shit behind my back and then running back to me months afterwards.
Saturday, 28 February 2009
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
KARMA.
Karma.
yeah , we have all watched My Name Is Earl and we pretty much know what it is , yet have most people experienced it? At many points in my relativley short life i feel like anything i did wrong was done back twice as worse and now , i think i've got karma coming to me. It don't look so pretty.
So yeah , what do you do when you are tempted by a male minx of your past when you are about to face a future with another? Think skins here , "fuck it" do what you can , life is short and all this rubbish so i'm thinking , is this the right hypothesis to follow? Should i endanger my possible happiness with one last stare at his delicious face? Or should i play it safe and just tell him where to shove it?
Should i worry about this decision i am about to make? There is like a 65% chance that this tempting offer may not even properly happen because he isn't the best with keeping promises. This is where i am lost for words. It's like , what is so appealing about this forbidden fruit? In the words of all forgotten " have you ever found the right , from doing something so wrong?".
The possible outcome of this may lead to a very unhappy person. It could be me , or could be either of them. Who knows. I am playing with fire here.
The decision is a hard one to make , yet i've pretty much made it.boy , in the future i am gonna get fucked up by karma after this.
yeah , we have all watched My Name Is Earl and we pretty much know what it is , yet have most people experienced it? At many points in my relativley short life i feel like anything i did wrong was done back twice as worse and now , i think i've got karma coming to me. It don't look so pretty.
So yeah , what do you do when you are tempted by a male minx of your past when you are about to face a future with another? Think skins here , "fuck it" do what you can , life is short and all this rubbish so i'm thinking , is this the right hypothesis to follow? Should i endanger my possible happiness with one last stare at his delicious face? Or should i play it safe and just tell him where to shove it?
Should i worry about this decision i am about to make? There is like a 65% chance that this tempting offer may not even properly happen because he isn't the best with keeping promises. This is where i am lost for words. It's like , what is so appealing about this forbidden fruit? In the words of all forgotten " have you ever found the right , from doing something so wrong?".
The possible outcome of this may lead to a very unhappy person. It could be me , or could be either of them. Who knows. I am playing with fire here.
The decision is a hard one to make , yet i've pretty much made it.boy , in the future i am gonna get fucked up by karma after this.
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
THE KLAXONS. working to become the new teletubbies.
I got into the klaxons when i saw golden skans on MTV two's playlist , must have been like summer of 2007 . The reason why i listened to their music was ( at first) because of the hotness of the James Righton but secondly because their first two singles were VERY catchy.
So i downloaded the album , listened to it A LOT and ultimatly listened to it so much i could actually tell you the listing of the album. So along came 2008 , i eagerly anticipated the promised second album . January came. No album. Febuary came. No album.
i was properly racked off. Where had they gone? Did they walk off the face of the earth? Or get drugged up off their face and still be wallowing in some ditch at glastonbury? So i kept a regular tab on them on myspace and what not.
The newest thing they had on their myspace was a picture. A picture?
You have an album TWO YEARS OVERDUE and you upload a new picture?
I came to a conclusion.
In 2008 , the amazing show The Teletubbies vanished off the airways. A empire finished , a reign of unsuprisingly funny little people with coathangers on their heads and televisions in their bellies are gone forever. OR ARE THEY.
My theory is that the klaxons have been auditioning to become the nu-rave modern day teletubbies.
Teletubbies that might be releasing their second album late 2009. As if mate , it isn't gonna happen. Times change!
People only want to listen to drug-fuelled rambling's about space in the summer.
Releasing your next album in the middle of the winter , is a bad move.
so i think they should get back to their Tubbytronic Superdome and get this album sorted for the summer!
pleasseee ;D
So i downloaded the album , listened to it A LOT and ultimatly listened to it so much i could actually tell you the listing of the album. So along came 2008 , i eagerly anticipated the promised second album . January came. No album. Febuary came. No album.
i was properly racked off. Where had they gone? Did they walk off the face of the earth? Or get drugged up off their face and still be wallowing in some ditch at glastonbury? So i kept a regular tab on them on myspace and what not.
The newest thing they had on their myspace was a picture. A picture?
You have an album TWO YEARS OVERDUE and you upload a new picture?
I came to a conclusion.
In 2008 , the amazing show The Teletubbies vanished off the airways. A empire finished , a reign of unsuprisingly funny little people with coathangers on their heads and televisions in their bellies are gone forever. OR ARE THEY.
My theory is that the klaxons have been auditioning to become the nu-rave modern day teletubbies.
Teletubbies that might be releasing their second album late 2009. As if mate , it isn't gonna happen. Times change!
People only want to listen to drug-fuelled rambling's about space in the summer.
Releasing your next album in the middle of the winter , is a bad move.
so i think they should get back to their Tubbytronic Superdome and get this album sorted for the summer!
pleasseee ;D
band : 3Oh!3
i found a fairly decent band about two weeks ago.
3Oh!3
3Oh!3
(pronounced 3 oh 3 )
3Oh!3 was originally a fun side project from two different music career paths. They use drink-fuelled lyrics about sex in amusingly addictive melodies. One of the most , remembered , lyrics from these colorado bad boys is " T-tell your boyfriend ; if he says he's got beef, that i'm a vegetarian and i ain't fuckin' scared of him!" from the song " Don't Trust Me". The song in question is infuriatingly catchy and is about picking up girls.
These wannabe rap star's remind me of a "gangsta" metro station. The band rap their crude talkings about sex , girls , and gigs in a elaboratly camp tone, yet this makes them stand out more. Another song that defines 3Oh!3 is star struck.
Never before has the average day music lover had to think about Jessica Simpson as an artist , she is more of a piece of meat. This song goes perfectly with this un-seen regime. With the introduction rapping about checking out Daisy Dukes legs , ones mind instantly flicks to Jessica Simpson and there is two responses to this : Laugh until you actually pee yourself or reminicse about the amazing singing legs she has in Dukes of Hazzard. They add the obvious reaction of the modern day male to the song by incorperating wolf whistles to the verses. This could also be a sneaky way of making the chorus stand out more.
Ultimatly ,3Oh!3 are marmite -like, you have to have their sense of humour to fully appreciate the songs and their individual music.
RATING?
umm. 3.5 / 5
They properly make you want to boogie like napoleon dynamite.Fit.
These wannabe rap star's remind me of a "gangsta" metro station. The band rap their crude talkings about sex , girls , and gigs in a elaboratly camp tone, yet this makes them stand out more. Another song that defines 3Oh!3 is star struck.
Never before has the average day music lover had to think about Jessica Simpson as an artist , she is more of a piece of meat. This song goes perfectly with this un-seen regime. With the introduction rapping about checking out Daisy Dukes legs , ones mind instantly flicks to Jessica Simpson and there is two responses to this : Laugh until you actually pee yourself or reminicse about the amazing singing legs she has in Dukes of Hazzard. They add the obvious reaction of the modern day male to the song by incorperating wolf whistles to the verses. This could also be a sneaky way of making the chorus stand out more.
Ultimatly ,3Oh!3 are marmite -like, you have to have their sense of humour to fully appreciate the songs and their individual music.
RATING?
umm. 3.5 / 5
They properly make you want to boogie like napoleon dynamite.Fit.
Single of the day. 24/02/09
Sex and drugs - hyper crush
Hyper crush is a relativley ok band / artist ( depends what you class them). I've listened to a few songs as a result of my gaming mad friend. They remind me of a tetris party , full of bleeps and funny voices. There was two songs by these unusual artists that caught my attention : sex and drugs and the arcade ( google it).
Sex and drugs sumarises the idea of the average day club whore. The lyric " she say's she doesn't like coke , she likes the way it smells!" adds humour to this stereotype of a ditzy girl who's absoloutly off it. If you like mario or donkey kong ,then this is the soundtrack you want to accompany your vintage gaming habits .
The vocals are shared between the three members , with the girl singing the slower parts. To contrast this highly nasal voice is the two rappers. One that sounds like jay Z and one that sounds like a pathetically camp , rapping micheal jackson.
Sex and drugs sumarises the idea of the average day club whore. The lyric " she say's she doesn't like coke , she likes the way it smells!" adds humour to this stereotype of a ditzy girl who's absoloutly off it. If you like mario or donkey kong ,then this is the soundtrack you want to accompany your vintage gaming habits .
The vocals are shared between the three members , with the girl singing the slower parts. To contrast this highly nasal voice is the two rappers. One that sounds like jay Z and one that sounds like a pathetically camp , rapping micheal jackson.
Top three to search for.
1) The Arcade
2) Sex And Drugs
3) DISKOTRON
hasta la vista.
1) The Arcade
2) Sex And Drugs
3) DISKOTRON
hasta la vista.
x
Thursday, 12 February 2009
Ok, so i liked someone ;D
love can spiral from the heights of heaven to the depths of hell , dragging along your happiness into the deep ,dark, never ending abyss of questions. questions that spin round and round and slowly form a black hole to consumate your own mental destruction , and add to the forever going dichotomys you are faced with. But one day the questions will rise up into the glowing rays of light , the answers ; only by answering the questions is your blackhole of depression averted , and you mind and heart freed. Its up to you to decide how much heartache you are willing to take for this emotion , feeling and state of being that is love. the sooner you free you heart from its previous owners chastical hold , the sooner you , yourself, rise from the pitless dichotomy of inner punishment and then be free to let your newly mended heart soar into the world in an optimistic flight of empowerment and enjoyment as you finally are free from the hold of your previous lover and your previous self.
what im dying to know is :is there really such a thing called love?
or is it so overly mentioned that people think they are in love because of one persons representation of it ( eg marriage , write a song , sex)or how they think love should be
in the dictionary it is :a strong feeling of affectionpassion and sexual desire.
what did god do to the world when he invented love? he must have known there was gonna be unrequited love aswell.thats what i want to knowbecause if this is loveit dont feel so good.
some people say im too young to know what love is , but maybe they are too old to know what love is or doesnt it work that way?i dont get the big deal with marriage tbf because why spend shedloads to just show that you love each other? just live together its easier and cheaper
15 is a very weird age to be in these times.there are 4 girls in my year that are pregnant , about 1/2 have had sex all this because they thought they loved?
what im dying to know is :is there really such a thing called love?
or is it so overly mentioned that people think they are in love because of one persons representation of it ( eg marriage , write a song , sex)or how they think love should be
in the dictionary it is :a strong feeling of affectionpassion and sexual desire.
what did god do to the world when he invented love? he must have known there was gonna be unrequited love aswell.thats what i want to knowbecause if this is loveit dont feel so good.
some people say im too young to know what love is , but maybe they are too old to know what love is or doesnt it work that way?i dont get the big deal with marriage tbf because why spend shedloads to just show that you love each other? just live together its easier and cheaper
15 is a very weird age to be in these times.there are 4 girls in my year that are pregnant , about 1/2 have had sex all this because they thought they loved?
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