Hopes

I've got all my hopes pinned on university , doing a course I want to enjoy, but the support I'm recieving from those closet is a pittance.
These people are meant to support whatever decision I make because they love me. They shouldn't guilt trip, or antangonise me for wanting to move away. Can you actually blame me for wanting to leave this area.
I guess that I hope to start afresh, go to a uni where I can just be anyone I want. Not the me that everyone knows here.
I want to meet people like me, have another 'friends is family' motto. I want people who have similar ethics on smoking , drugs , arguments as me.

I want maturity.

Is it so bad to want away all your adolescence?

When your young you want to drink, want to rebel, want to cry, want those shoes.

Why do we want so much when we reach maturity our life will be full of more needs than ever.
The need to pay the rent, the need to buy food, the need to get assignments done, the need to get god-knows how many part time jobs.

I should class myself as lucky for what I have at the moment.
Yet you never know what you have until it's gone.

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I hate knowing it's slipping away

I want it to suceed but I don't want it to be surrounded with that taboo subject . Should I give up my opinions to make this last? Try to comprise , or do something I don't wanna do?

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