Tales of first impressions , haters , fakers and those dirty things in between.

First Impressions.
I will admit something.
I judge a lot on first impressions.
It is not a good habit to have , some may say dirty , but I will not deny it. You could be the nicest person I know , yet certain characteristics may lead me to think of you as a wanker and you arrogant best mate a “ lovely boy on the inside” .

Yet , most of the time I choose to ignore my instincts. If I think someone is aesthetically pleasing, then I will hope for them to be nice but secretly presume them to be wankers.
Most of the time this is correct.

Impression misjudgement is a bad habit for many people. They ignore their instincts. Instincts are there for a reason! It is a mental shield for your own protection. Many a time my friends and myself have uttered the words “ if I had only trusted my instincts” this is usually followed by a sob.
By talking about people being dickheads , I begin to worry myself. Are my impressions of these strangers ferocious? Or precocious? Do they feel the same about me?
Will their opinion show when my back is turned and my shield is low , when I can’t quite hear them but a friend or foe can? When I can’t quite defend myself from your horrible little traits?

This over complicated bitching could be avoided by confrontation in the first place. You think I’m annoying , well so what I think you’re a twat. Just like the rest of the Cannock inbreds. You leech off one another like parasites , your practically up each other’s arses and in each other’s mind. No-one is themselves anymore. They want to follow the crowd , or get-to-know the cool kids down on whatever park this stupid imaginary democracy “owns”. Can’t you actually welcome change? Why start wars , when you could just help your imaginary little clique grow. With growth comes variation and with variation comes freedom.

In the end , my personal opinion is that people should show their true colours twenty-four-seven.They shouldn’t pretend to be someone they aren’t. I am a crude and unusual but that is me. I ain’t faking. You won’t hate me 5 months along the line for showing my true colours. I think that , if you’re a wanker at least be a wanker all of the time. Don’t try and give people false hope that you have changed , because people don’t change. I learnt the hard way that people will never change , they will always be arrogant or rude , a player , a whore , a liar; whatever. Either way , I’m just warning all of you lot, get a decent shield or fuck the fakers.

It’s just comforting to see , some people have resorted back to being their true selves, ey?
Your so big by saying shit behind my back and then running back to me months afterwards.